Since this is the internet IDK if this is sincere, but as an orphan I relate to this. The internet is ananymous, so its easy for people to be cruel without meaning or cause to boost an ego thats too big for them in the real world. I promise there are people out there who love you even without knowing you.
"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me."
Nobody here knows you. Remember that and I bid you good fortune in life.
Proshchay, drug.