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Someone deleted the whole second half of Pg 2 on Morningstar "peace" treaty

That's quite obvious

This is a weird request so apologies...

I need someone who can edit videos and would like to join a team of mine. Mind you, services are not needed for a while but I wanted to ask.

A bunch of friends and I will be starting a YouTube and Twitch in which we will do a number of things, but one big thing will be CK2, HOI4, EU4, and Vic2 challenges (think, First to Become Saint Wins $1,000 | CK2 Challenge). 

Extra bonus if you can play those games, extra bonus if you can draw anime, extra extra bonus if you don't require a wage and would be fine with taking a percentage of ad revenue. Must be a top class editor, because I already have mediocre editors.

PM me here, and once I am back on discord we will start and I will introduce you to my friends.

If you are just interested in this and can't edit or anything, then when we start making videos y'all can take part in our video game giveaway (Paradox).

In the future we will do other games and funny moments (think, War of Rights, General Corps or Arma III Funny Moments). 

So uh yeah. I feel like an idiot asking on here but whatever.

Lmao PM me for more information, and be ready to provide evidence of your skill.

Thanks.

Not sure what this sermon will be today, and I am sorry for the controversy yesterday lmao.

Disclaimer, everything I say is my opinion and mine alone. I do not speak for anyone else and I am not saying that I am right, but that it is merely my insight and I realize as a human being my insight may be skewed. Feel free to debate anything with me at anytime. Or scoff at me and call me an idiot.

Right so, I had a depressive bout again which was great. But I did notice something, you find out who you truly love when you are in your worst moments.

If you go through a situation where either you are going to die or feel as though you want to die, whoever you think of when you are in that moment is whoever you truly love.

Cheesy I know. Just go with it lmao.

Anyway, I didn't think about my family or friends. I had one person in mind and that's how I was able to fall asleep. 

Basically, in a bad situation think of who you love (family, partner, friend, otherwise) and it will relax you a bit. Maybe enough to recollect yourself.

Credit to @Firwof Kromwell for sermon idea here forward.

Doubt is a common human feeling.
So common that you may not realize you are doubtful. If you have ever looked at yourself and thought, 
"I can't do this." or anything along those lines, you are doubting yourself. 

Don't get me wrong, a healthy dose of doubt will give you a cushion for stupid mistakes. If you think you may be doing something wrong, humor it. If it persists, try and locate why you are having this doubt.

If no matter how hard you look to find where the doubt stems from and you still can't, then try whatever you are doubting anyway. (Holy Christ that was a mouthful.)

I think doubt is too broad of a word tbh. If you are doubting yourself, it could be a gut feeling or a feeling of self hate. If someone else is doubting you it could be out of love or contempt.

I was speaking for the first of the two. In the latter (self hate and contempt), try your best to ignore the doubt. If you need, contact a friend and ask for their opinion. If they don't think you should do whatever you wanted to do then it might be for the best.

Sorry this was a short sermon, I'm not doing too hot today. I'll try and make it up tomorrow.

Stay safe, stay happy, stay healthy.

Godspeed.

Tomorrow's sermon will start with words on peer pressure and such.

I am very sorry for being inactive these past few days. I was..not the best. Hell, I was just about the worst. 
I won't get into it but my activity will steadily increase, and I may do a sermon today. Hopefully.