Not only are you in a horrendous position by your own doing, you continue to worsen your PR by calling everyone trash. If you're not having fun and you hate the community why are you still playing? One can only assume your NaCl levels are rising immensely and have no other way of defending yourself. Therefore, you resort to name calling and bad mouthing everyone else.
"When the debate is lost, slander becomes the tool of the loser" - Socrates