Sure, alright that's fair enough. Though I'd say the reasoning is anything but. At least it appears that way to me. You come into this thread automatically tossing around obscenities about the alliance overall, with only a biased viewpoint of Steve and, I'm assuming, James to base it off.
Whether you got rolled "willingly" or not isn't an issue, though it does seem suspicious you only started consistently bashing the alliance (with increasing fervor at that) since Alpha annihilated the few members of Chola's top tier over the course of a few hours. It's all good regardless of your motivations, just know that childish name-calling and character shaming is in rather poor form as well.